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October 19 Something about "Lust, Caution""Oscar organizers reject nomination for Lust,Caution …" The news from Phoenix TV this morning.
Really?
I simply can't believe my ears!
The blockbuster from Lee coming on the mainland this month. But I had seen it last month in HONGKONG with my colleagues. We would like to see the movie and then go to Lan Kwai Fong at night … However, I canceled the second part at last. I never thought that I would got a lot in my heart — not in my mind when I out of the cinema.
My colleagues talk more about the movie, Ang Lee,Tang Wei,Tonny Leuang … and nothing can be said from me. I put myself into a trance, and feel so heavy. There are no words can explain it.
That was a restless night.
Today Shirley shared her feeling with me. They strucked into my heart again.
The story seems strange to the mess of modern people. Ang Lee explained it again with his unique style. Though there is something extremed in his expression, he just wants to tell us that love, which is the human inner nature, will always bring the power to ourselves when we are restricted in morality, religion, public opinion and public value … , even it is so frail. October 10 Let it beI called Ray last night. He seemed delighted at my phone.
However, I feel upset after it. Something had been changed.
His economy had turned around, and lead a very easy life.
"I get up at noon, painting,dinner,and drinking. This is my life schedule, from day to day."
He told me with drunk. I can feel it.
"Hey, May I buy my painting?"
"No." I gave him a flat refusal.
"I can pay two,three,four,or five times the money."
"You hurt me,Ray. I never want to sell them." Maybe I should pick down the phone. I don't want to talk with a drunken man.
"OK. It's not a good topic for us. Would you come to here for my exhibition?"
"I'm afraid not. A trip will be on next month. But if I go, I will not tell you."
Yes, if I go to the exhibition, just for the spirit of painting, but not for the artist.
"I think you should leave off now, I'll hang up." Something had been lost. Sometimes it's not necessary to be looked for.
"Friends?" He asked.
"When you are awaked."
"Ray, don't change just for the outer world." I said my last words.
Well, maybe Carmen is right. The boy had many trials to go through. October 09 Waiting……Thursday, Oct.4th
"Do you want to take some photos today?" A message from Carmen.
Why did she say that? I wondered. It's a funny question. And I never get it.
5:00P.M. I met the funny guide at STARBUCKS which in Shamian Island, a peace and quiet place.
We talk about it again, from five until eleven. It is an old subject that we talk more than 3 years.
Action is important.
Friday, Oct. 5th
I stay at home myself today.
Anything I can do it? I thougt the sunject last night we talk.
Go, and do it.
Carmen, April, Liang，……My phone kept ringing. It seems to be a call centre.
Done!
But, what about the result?
"I'm sorry, we cannot give you the reply in the Golden Week Break."
OK, I'm waiting……
Monday, Oct.8th
Ms.Lin call me this morning.
She's a nice girl. I know more bout the business from her.
But I got no result yet.
Tuesday, Oct.9th
I got the mail from Ms. Lin. She told me that she cannot contact me since no one pick up the phone. However, when I try to call her just now, the same to me. I am afraid of the request if there is any problem.
An outcome still in doubt. I feel nervous about it. |
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